Sometimes I really don't like the way she is now.....
She changed quite alot this year...
But she didn't know about it.....
Say 1 wrong word would lead to chaos.....
Just now say her jinx and she get worked up shout at me on the phone....
At first was joking with her as she didn't bother to listen me talk...
It can prove it by I call her 4 times jinx and she only her once....
I know it my fault but just don't wanna admit only....
Anyway for the past 9months I had hurt her more then anything else....
I know she regret of being with me...
Which moron would wanna fall for poor, failure, attitude, selfish, illbrat and ugly guy?
If time could rewind I think she wouldn't to know me already ba....
If she gonna leave then I not gonna stop her or anything since she suffer so much when being with me so no point....

Anyway later on have school but not going as is the stupid orientation introduce the classmate n etc waste my time... I hate it till the max... Not gonna made friends this term just gonna be anti social n concentrate on the module ba.....