Suppressed my feeling for now....I'm going to bet everything in on her as i courting her again....
I'm going to bomb everything in to woo her again.....
Just hope that i will succeed in the end....
If the end it turns out my fear came true...then i'm just gonna breakdown and .... at that time ba
So now everything just gonna suppress it...
Tomorrow she going out with marcus....
When i say i want go with her she say don't want meet me....
She wanna go with marcus instead.... It's hurts me...
But i'm no stat to stop her seeing who anymore so no choice..... hais
Anyway think gonna stop blogging from now on ba...
Wait till the day she accept me again then i will come back here post ba...
Really hope she will feel for me again... Hope everything i do will not be in vain....
That all for now~~
I want the love we once had back....