Was waiting for her call n msg for more then 4 hours but no she didn't call wait till i msg her then she say just done her thing wtf everytime got so coincidence meh joke...

I don't msg she bo done i msg she just done what a joke.....

Wanted to tell her alot of things that happen in my school today when she call but no she don't want call or msg at all..

She say she was waiting for me to msg her instead when she made piss off of her in the morning

So i piss off still need to msg & entertain her instead of her msg me uh WTF

Making me fucking piss off.... Totally over my limits..

Say me childish.. In her eye everything i do is childish...

She change her contact name from dear dear to dennis nothing wrong with it?? She just dunno how i feel n think... she just think it a small matter...she say i'm just childish...

Last time she go back home from school or just finish school she will msg or call me but now never at all...

In her eye i'm always just a no manners attitude illbrat guy....

Everything i done before, in her eye it always wont be more then 10.....

Her sleep is always important & she can sleep peacefully like nothing happen....

Whateva i say her she will just reply wateva, yea yea or lan lan with me... It feels like nothing to her...

Last time when i say harsh thing to her she will cry or sad but now no nth like no emotion at all...

She just don't give a damn thats all...

Her love for me n for his will always be different... Why cant it be the same..

It's starting to feels like she the second version of siying

I hated her........

Why cant she just be the old caring girl that i use to being with...

She just don't know how much i wanted her to change back....

She just don't know most of the nights i cant get to sleep is because of her...

She just only know how to complaint only...

She say i don't love her... I do love her alot just that i don't show it out nia is that wrong??

Have she ever go and think how i feel?? No she don't

Just wanted a person to accompany me & be there for me why it it so hard to find 1...

Sometimes really feel like giving up this rs & go find another 1...

Anyway think she not gonna be the same as before le ba so hopefully soon i can forget the feeling for her and then give up ba...

Feels so insecure...

Feels so lonely....

That the reason why i don't open up to anybody...

So much things had happen school n etc.. Sometime really cant take it anymore feel like crying but stopped myself not to...

No 1 will be there for me....

I will always be alone...

Will i ever be free??